Bebbling's Dwelling

Marriage

2011-10-21T20:47:00.000-07:00

When I got home that ni...ght as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes..

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce. — At least, in the eyes of our son — I’m a loving husband...

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.. ...」

Alone

2011-06-18T05:01:00.000-07:00

Lonely..I'm so lonely..

No one at home and no one can accompany me today

Sat at home, watching tv and blogging

It have been a long time I didnt blog

I used to be a frequent blogger but I am not anymore

Maybe I lost the determination and inspiration

My work life has changed tremendously soon after I joined GE

I was burdened with overflow workload within a tight deadline

My work has no day and night

Handling phone calls, replying emails,

Checking brochures, dealing with partners, attending meetings

and the list goes on..

I have a fatigue working life now

Overcoming my own fear is not an easy task

I deeply feel myself is getting anti-social and shy

I feel shy and fear with dealing with people

especially those ppl who can speak very good English

I feel people who work in Marketing are always fake

They can act very well and naturl in front of everyone

They can be friend in front of you

But on the other hand, they will poison you too

Marketing personnel has a very good networking

It also means any bad news or rumours about anyone

The news and rumours will spread within a short period of time

It made me feel abandone and couldnt gel with them

I couldnt stand those who is fake

However, life is about acting

Everyone is the best actor

Wearing a different mask in different role

People who act very well will always get the fame

People who are real and sincere are always the abandone child

Unfortunately, I am one of them

Being left aside, no one wants to talk to me

I treat everyone nicely and sincerely

But my hardship didnt pay off

Sad~~

I'm back

2011-03-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

Omg, my last post was in February. I have never tried to drag such a long time for a post. I should better start blogging now.

Many changes between the month of Feb and Mar. I started my new job as a marketing exec in Great Eastern. My life has totally changed since my first day here in GE.

I met a lot of ppl from different level and different dept. I felt so glad that I have widen up my networking. I learnt so much during this few weeks. My life is so meaningful and fruitful here. I felt so glad that I have this opportunity to be part of the team.

GE really treasure their staff, Im compulsory to attend 5training before my confirmation which I think im very enjoy with it. Getting free breakfast+lunch+tea time, but this is not the main point, the great things are I make a lot of new fren and I learn a lot and I enjoy with it.

I feel so excited and motivated to work everyday. I remind myself to have fun in GE. seize every opportunity that drop at my door step. Dont let emotional to control my thought, dont care wat others ppl say about me, just to be myself and be happy.

Make myself happy is the only things that will make me stay longer here..although sometime emo drive me crazy but I will keep trying, keep going...I can do it one day

Sick

2011-02-06T07:59:00.000-08:00

OMG...i fall sick on my first day of CNY holiday...sugar!

I had a terrible and sudden sore throat on 31 Jan

It was getting worse

I felt myself boiling in a hot and sizzling pot

I lost my voice

There was a disease speading around

FB's status shown a lot of my fren fall sick during CNY

Hoping everyone get well soon

I didnt enjoy my CNY with the screams and delicacies

only my mouth watering

Update

2011-01-24T01:42:00.000-08:00

Wow...i have forgot when was the last time i update my blog...my last article was about few week ago...i am lazy to blog now...so sad!! i shouldnt have such laziness in me...huh...

伤心 + 茫然

2011-01-06T03:08:00.000-08:00

工作一年了,回顾这一年里发生的点滴....也只可以用伤心 + 茫然形容.

在这份工里, 有很多的埋怨 + 烦恼...问题一直重复的在脑海里盘旋....

是我太固执吗? 还是我太依赖? 还是我真的变了?

我觉得我和以前很不同了....好像变另外一个人了...

上班没精打采, 没期待, 没心机,没用心,没用脑,没冲劲....这一切让我失去自我....

以前的我不会那样....我究竟发生什么事呢??

现在的我很可怕.....我不喜欢....超讨厌的....

Merry Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T21:41:00.000-08:00

Wow....It's Christmas again!!!

Merry Merry Christmas to the world.

I was pretty excited about Christmas.
As I will be having my long holiday till next year.

Everyone was very excited on Christmas Eve

Everyone was busy countdowning for 1pm,

When the clock stuck at 1pm,

everyone cheers for the kickoff of holiday

and so did I.

I had my christmas lunch with colleagues at TGI Friday

before we started our holiday.

I had an ordinary christmas eve with JJ

We had our dinner at Wang Wang Nine,

the fish is delicious...I love it so much

Later on, we exchanged gifts and that's it for my christmas eve.

On the other hand,

I love my CHRISTMAS DAY!!

We went genting for a day trip..

Casino + Lunch + Gaming arcade + capsule machine

Althought ordinary, It meant a lot to us

Thanks hubby for a lovely and memorable christmas

Company Annual Christmas Party 2010

2010-12-15T04:30:00.000-08:00

"Santa Claus is coming to town"
Cheers for the festive season of December.
I had a marvelous Christmas Party last Fri to kickoff the month.

I felt more enjoy as compared to last year as I participate in my department performance...hehe..Feeling so happy that my dream has finally come true. I voluntered myself as one of the performer for this year Christmas Party and I did enjoy myself throughout the entire practices and actual day.

Although I had a terrible headache on that night but it didnt spoilt my mood at all...But I was a bit nervous and couldnt follow the beat exactly....hehe...but overall, I really enjoyed myself...

Yeah.....Merry Christmas 2010....

The Lovely December

2010-12-01T07:01:00.000-08:00

Time Flies~~~

It has came to the last month of the year...

I love my December so much.

I am in my holiday mood now

Looking forward my endless activities.

Cheers for the lovely and romantic month.

Let's Rock it~~

Sheer Joy

2010-11-23T04:33:00.000-08:00

Happiness had just rang my door bell and enlightened my day.

No more Monday Blue!! "Sayonara"

My happiness came from the 4things I have accomplished of the day.

I settle my salary issue face to face with my HR personnel...
I clear my doubt confidently with the bank officer
No stress and totally enjoy my work
Dancing practice for my Christmas Party...yeah!!! My dream has come true......

The feeling of accomplishments are awesome.....A gigantic grin hang on my face for the whole day....^^...Yeah....I love my day

いちねん

2010-10-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

Time Flies...

A year had passed and I'm officially working for 1 year in ME and I'm still surviving ^^
Really unexpected and surprising that I could be here for a year

Im reminiscing my bits and pieces in this companay. I still rmb that I was hilarious of getting rid of the political and torturing experiences nightmare in SC at the moment I stepped into ME to continue pursuing my career. This was my own choice and decision to accept this offer.

After one week of training in ME and I am officially the executive in Marketing Dept. My batch was the largerst batch ever in my dept with 5 of us, 2boys and 3girls...Each of each was assigned in different market and team. For me, I was working under LSE-Large Scale Event. This is an interesting market that mostly targeted people from all over the world but it is quite difficult to get ppl to participate as the target market is the whole broad world..but I'm fine with it...

My department is really small that occupy almost 30 of us in a tiny and narrow room, everyone with a small table and no extra drawer or own locker and the only essential working equipment are the PC and a phone and the whole table is left empty...>.<>.<

In this entire year I had broaden my knowledge in many industries, spoken to different people from different nationality and different industry....and sometimes I came across with those people that are decent and willing to share their opinion....I love speaking to these kind of people....However, there are bunch of these arrogant and haughty that make my life miserable...

I have dealed with many ppl in this year over the phone and it's actually tiring and boring but I hope to improve my communication skills in this job and be more independent. I am now be the senior in my team and have a team member. I need to prepare a review every twice a week...and have more time dealing with my big boss and it's quite scary...kaka...

There are still many things I need to learn and pick up in this reality world. How ppl act, how to communication with ppl, how ppl solve a problem....and a list goes on.....

Erm....I felt I have grown up to be a more mature and independent gal....I have more experiences and exposures in working life....All these knowledge will stay in my life and make me a better person in the future.

Always rmb that "Life begins at the end of your comfort zone"...

My Saturday

2010-10-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

Hello my good Saturday....I was in good mood...yeah!!!

Wah...is time for my inhale and exhale exercise of the day....YOGA here i come....Early in the morning I went yoga class with my sis and sweated a lot and I felt rejuvenated and recharged...

We went to K3K for breakfast and it was delicious.....

Keropok Leko

Homestyle Hakka Noodle

Single Chicken Pocket....

the chicken is so crispy and delicious

The Famous Kaya Char Kuih

Yummy....the kaya is so soft

Thumb Up-Singapore Changi Airport-Pizza Hut

2010-10-02T01:01:00.001-07:00

This is how we ranked a developed country with "1st Class Infrastructure & 1st Class Services". The incident was happened few days back in Singapore Changi Airport-Pizza Hut.

Position: At the entrance of the Pizza Hut restaurant.

JJ: Any meal to recommend for individual?
Waitress: (with a friendly smile and passion), Yes, we have pizza, spagetti, soup and etc, Sir,
why dont you have a sit and I will recommend you our valuable meal.
JJ was impressed with her attitude and finally went it.

Position: In the restaurant

JJ made the order and another well-trained waiter with a great manner asked him for the sequences of the dish to be served...Firstly, the drink was served and followed by the soup. At the mean time while waiting for the pizza, JJ was served by some bread with is F.O.C.

However, 30 minutes passed but it seems that no sign of any pizza was ready to serve and here the manager of the restaurant came.

Manager: Sir, we are sorry for the delay due to a hectic crowd we had today.
JJ: Would you give me one more glass of Pepsi?
Manager: Sure Sir, it is actually refillable.

After a long wait, the pizza has finally arrived. JJ devoured the food and settled the bill. He gave the waiter the notes and the waiter counted the money in front of him. The waiter thanks him with a great smile.

It was such an impressive services that have been offered from them. This kind of services were rarely found in today society.

Imaging yourself having a great meal in a restaurant and was served with a poor services, dont you feel annoying?

A great service do affect the impressive of the restaurant. And, here is where Singapore did it pretty well.

Guide to a better life

2010-09-27T02:19:00.001-07:00

I came across with this email titled "Guide to a better life " from the book named "The last lecture" from a author that diagnosed from pancreatic cancer and died in 2008.

He wrote this guide for his wife and children, and here is goes:

Personality

1. Dont compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about

2. Dont have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in
the positive present moment.

3. Envy is waste of time. You already have all you need

4. Forget issues of the past. Dont remind you partner of his / her mistakes of the past. That will
ruin your present happiness

5. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Dont hate others

6. No one is in charge of your happiness except you

7. Smile and laugh mroe

Community

1. Call your family often

2. Each day give something good to others

3. Try to make at least three people smile each day

4. What other people think of you is none of your business

5. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in
touch

Life

1. GOD heals everything

2. Do the right things

3. The best is yet to come

4. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it

5. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So be happy

*** Share this knowledge with the people you love,
people you school with,
people you play with,
people you work with and
people you live with.
Not only will it enrich your life but also that of those around you.

わたし

2010-09-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

はじめまして、わたしはJPです、どぞ　よろしく。

わたしはにじゅさんさいです。　　

わたしはマレーシアです。

かずくはろくにんです。ははとちちとあねがさんにんいます。

わたしはかいしゃいんです、まいにちモノレールでかいしゃへはたらきます。

スポーツ　で　テニス　ガ　いちばん　すきです。

Feeling

2010-09-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

Human is an emotional animal,

They feel happiness and sadness,

They smile when happy and cry when sad.

There are no signal of these emotion,

as they come on and off in a sudden.

Happiness gives us motivation and hope,

Sadness gives us depressing and aimless,

This is called LIFE

How to retain happiness and demolish sadness?

There are no way

Human has no way to escape these combination of feeling

But

just to increase happiness and reduce sadness.

Here is where Law of Attraction takes place,

Focus on dreams and happiness,

let's the wind blows the sadness to far away,

I want to be Happy

But

It's hard!!

冠记-冠华自助餐宴

2010-09-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

老鼠粉

XO鱼头米

Location: G13 & G14, Jalan 3/115C, KP2, Taman Kuchai Lama,
Off Jalan Kuchai Lama, 58200 KL

Yoga

2010-09-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the healthy lifestyle

~~YOGA~~

I went to 72yoga this morning with my sis and it was so tiring. My whole body is aching right after the class...My muscle is too tight to bent I have almost one year without exercise...wow.. unbelievable..

Therefore, I decided to pick up some exercise classes from today onwards, Yoga will be my first step towards the healthy lifestyle...

My muscle has gone away from me for a long time ago...I need them back...I wan to be mentally and pyhsically fit and good in condition...

Cheers for my goals....^_^

Kuroi

2010-09-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

Someone told me that I have changed a lot,
Do I really changed a lot??
I have been asking myself about this question...
I have been observing myself for a while regarding this...
and the answer is "YES"...

I changed to be rude and hot temper,
I have no passion in wat i do,
I ruin things
I create problems
I anti-social
I think and worry too much
I work at high pressures

Reason being................UNKNOWN......

Maybe the surrounding and people around me gave me a huge impact...
Thinking twice, they changed me a lot...
I was not noticed about these changes until someone pointed out to me
and I realised all these changes did appear in my life...

I am easily get influences by them...we meet each other 5days a week and their thought is really different from me. The topic and lifestyle are really hard to communicate....Nowadays, I always heard Fault language at least 10 times a days...???'s topic will be discuss....Nth much I can learn from it....on the other hand, it affects my thought.......

The changes were gradually permeate into me....The feeling of realising the change of myself is really suffering....I hate to be what I am right now

Grown up changes the thought of a person. It's true but I do hope it come in a correct way...

Focusing on negative factors will let me more down and pessimistic...

Law of attraction should apply now!!

12.41am

2010-08-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

It's 12.41am but im still in front of the laptop..Feeling energetic...maybe i had my nap in the afternoon and now make me sleepless....

Just went back from Taiping this afternoon...and it was so tiring...It was raining cats and dogs whille our journey back....it is so misty and blocked the entire view...We took longer time to reach home and we bounded into the congestion in federal highway...

Getting back to home is so comfortable but on the other hand we need to ready for working life again...Work hard and play harder....

Watching 我爱黑涩棒棒糖, going to bed soon....Tml will be a resting day at home...yeah!!

Nitez~~~~~~~

Relaxing

2010-08-28T21:44:00.000-07:00

I'm in CC right now...yeah!!
Everytime in Taiping, I will be here to suft net...really enjoy and exciting!
Taiping is really a gateway of relaxing...love this place....
Love the natural environment here...no congestion, no tall building with a lush greenery...
Life here is simple and relaxing...
Thanks hubby
~~MUACK~~

Examination

2010-08-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

Kyo was Beginning 2 shiken desu

kara ima totemo tsukaremashita.

Oral test wa taihen muzukashikattadesu.

Writing test wa sukoshi yasashikattadesu.

Watashi wa ima Oral test moichido ga hoshidesu.

Flamming temper

2010-08-22T03:22:00.001-07:00

I'm MAD ENOUGH TO CHEW NAILS now....

I'm very unsatisfied with my rebonding hair...

I did my rebonding two weeks ago...

At first, I could still stand for those tiny curly baby hair...(actually it wont happen in my previous rebonding)...but ok...just a little bit...dont care so much

Once my rebonding was done, I felt it was not straight enough like last time...They said too straight will feel unnatural....

Fine, acceptable!

BUT....just now after I washed my hair...as usual, I will examine my hair....and

What I saw really GET INTO MY NERVE...

Uncountable curly / maggie hair are on my newly rebonded hair.....

What's that.....It shouldnt happened in my hair right after few weeks of rebonding....

I hate seeing maggie in my hair....It is so IRRITATING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Moreover, I found a really shocking part on my hair....

On the top of my hair...I could felt and touched a portion of my hair was bent and not rebonded nicely...That feeling is just like a newly cut grass with a pricking feeling. It had never happened before in my previous rebonding....

OMG....I felt so frustrated right now....I dont like to have such a result....Although it's quite cheap but it doesnt work that way....

How am I going to stay such hair for one year....I could foresee how my hair will look like after few months....

~~~~~~~~~~~~SUGAR~~~~~~~~~

Weekends

2010-08-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

Time Flies...My weekends are going to end soon...

I had a great sat with a tight schedule...

Sing K and movie and steamboat...

Love 神木与瞳's news song....super duper nice....

The Expendables--------Ichiban!!!The agility of the movement really impressed and cool man!!
Thumb Up....really a great movie...really enjoy and exciting...

Hao Hao's steamboat again....as usual..it's all full house...but luckily managed to get seat....

~~~~~~Tanoshi desu~~~~~~~~

生活篇

2010-08-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

有一段时间没写中文了。。好像很多字都不会写了。。哈哈。。

最近生活中多了一种语言--日语！！

要从基本开始，

就像幼儿园般，

从0开始。

日语在我生活已经大约3个月了，

基本的还可以，

还有很多很多得学习，

生活忙得不可开交。

也许是太多东西要做了，

开始又给自己压力了，

工作上，课业上。

最近心脏又不听话，

紧绷又疼痛，

呼吸不顺畅，

睡醒就觉得呼吸不到，

真的很可怕！！

我需要

放松心情和压力，

充足的睡眠，

愉快的心情，

多喝水，

多运动。

加油吧！！

Hypertension

2010-08-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

I'm very stress recently,

Reason unknown,

Maybe....

Desire for perfection,

Desire for efficiency,

Desire for the best,

All these

concluded as

"STRESS"

Heart pain

Muscle tight

Eyes blur

Mind empty

Movement slow

Back pain

Leg bruise

I need

Trip

Enjoyment

Play

Massage

Pls

~~~~~I NEED YOU~~~~~

~Love is in the air~

2010-08-03T04:08:00.000-07:00

~~~~~Love is in the air~~~~~

Happiness in the heart

Me & You

Forever

Sharing is caring..we are always hand in hand together in life

Missing each others and loving each others every moments

We share our joys and excitements together

We overcome all sadness and obstacles together

We are heading to the direction to build our future

We take good care of each others no matter what happen

We are living happy ever after

The Pepper Lunch Restaurant~Pavilion

2010-07-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

Oishi desu!!!

The Pepper Lunch Restaurant

The Pavilion, Level 1

http://www.pepperlunch.com.sg/

It's cool!! I love the concept of sizzling where we can cook our meal ourselves in the sizzling hot pan.

Welcome to The Pepper Lunch Restaurant

There have variety of choices from rice to sizzling hot pan...

Make up your mind and enjoy to cook your meal

1st serve-Raw meat and spagetti without sauce

Pour the sauce and stir it thoroughly...*Do it quick*

Really to serve...Here's you go

Memories

2010-07-30T04:15:00.000-07:00

Tsukaremashita

2010-07-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

Watashi wa konshu taihen tsukaremashita!!

Feeling so so so so fatigue recently,

working make me feel hectic and tired,

8hrs of PC is enough for my eyes,

8hrs of sitting is more than enough for a day,

8hrs of same position is aching,

8hrs of calling and data entries are really make me feel bored.

What kind of life is this???

However,

There is still sweetness in my life,

"JAPANESE ClASS"

Watashi wa nihongo ga totemo sukidesu.

It really enlightened my life.

Nihongo wa sukoshi muzukashi ga taihen omoshiroi desu.

hehe...

I hope to speak and write fluent in Japanese in the future.

Nervous~~~

2010-07-23T02:32:00.000-07:00

OMG...im shivering now at my desk....my heart is beating in a very high momentum now....

Reason being I am being called from my boss to meet him later....It is unexpected...I thought of going back 5pm sharp but now it turned up late...

What is he going to ask me??How to answer him??Im totally blank now...thousand of butterflies in my stomach now.....It made me recall back my interview session with him 9months back....

There might be my senior in the room too....i feel VERY nervous when few interviewers staring and listening to what I say....OMG....

JP pls be calm and steady!!! Ganbadesu....

Relaxing Trip

2010-07-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

Genting im here again!! I can claim myself as Genting's big fan..This is my second time visiting my lovely Genting in July...hehe....

This time I went with my colleagues....It was a great trip indeed...I was enjoy throughout the entire trip...

It took us about 45minutes to reach Genting from Gombak station...it's fast!!! Once we settled down our belongings in the hotel, we headed for lunch and outdoor theme park....It've been a few years that I didnt step in the outdoor theme park....It's really time to have some cool fun and excitement....

My first ride was the pirate ship. It was fun yet scary...I hate the feeling when your heart feel a suddenly drop from the air....it's uncomfortable...I hold me collagues' hands tightly whenever the ship is heading downward....wuwu...

There were a long queue for each of the game and we actually managed to play some of it due to the shortage of time and the level of fatigue in lining up for our turn...plus, rainy day!!!

After a few hours of playing, we went for dinner in Pizza Factory. The pizza was delicious but the garlic bread is just disappointing...but overall, not bad...

We did gamble in Casino for a short while and went back hotel to bath and chit chatting...feeling enjoy and happy with all of my colleagues and they are just very funny....

A great successful trip...looking forward to the next trip...yeah!!!

The miracle "Paul"

2010-07-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

The hottest topic in World Cup 2010 will be the miracle prediction from octopus Paul.

Paul who is living in the Sea Life Aquarium in the western German turned to be the most famous

character in World Cup with its accurate prediction in the 6 matches results correctly and gained the attention from the media...

Paul met his first and ever opponent-Mani from Singapore. Both of their prediction are difference. Paul supports Spain and Mani for Holland.....who to believe???

RESULT: Paul won!!!!!!!!!!!! Congratz......Spain Vs Holland 1:0....luckily I can witnessed the born of our newly champion in the history..cheers and drum roll to Spain...

1months of excitement and screaming, late sleep, mamak congestion have come to an end. Mood is getting bored again...

BUT Olympic Game is coming in 2 years time....wondering any animal will do any predictation for this game..Better start training your pet if you wanna put ur pet into the eyes of the world..

Despicable Me

2010-07-06T17:21:00.000-07:00

OMG....I missed the chance for the preview screening of "Despicable Me"...what a sad news...

I was triumph in the air when I was being informed to be the winner for the preview screening from R.A.G.E. I was so excited for this movie and I was mistakenly thought the screening is on Wed.

When I checked my mail on tue nite and realised the screening was on tue 9pm...I was totally disappointed...what a pity to miss the golden opportunity....

I had a BAD day!!!!!

Nihon go Shiken

2010-06-30T04:10:00.000-07:00

Time Flies...my Beginning 1 Nihongo no kagi is completed. I had my shiken on mon and i was so nervous for both oral and writing test..

We are being called one by one for oral test and I guess i didnt perform well. I was too nervous in answer...When it come to writing test, we are given only approximately 40 minutes to finish the 3 pages exam paper...it was a bit rush...luckily i managed to finish it on time...

Praying for pass....hehe

Happy Birthday

2010-06-08T17:05:00.000-07:00

~~~Happy Birthday~~~
Thanks for all the gifts and wishes
Really appreciated and I love all of them so much

Thanks fen, shally, moy and kuein who celebrated my pre birthday in MV and murni, feeling so great to get around. Thanks for your angpau...

Thanks my colleagues who give me a huge teddy bear in pink. It is so comfortable and cute. Thanks for the surprise as well...really shocked!!

Thanks bubble for your little elegant teddy bear and touching card...Have a great sing k nite with you...Feel so 'bu se de' that you are going to leave us soon...hope to meet u again few years later...take care and have a great life there

Thanks hubby for a great day with me in my birthday's eve...thanks for your gift, cake and surprises...always loving you..muacks~~

Thanks my eldest sis for the dress and my family...love all of u....

"Happy Birthday..Happy Birthday....Happy Birthday"

Shopping

2010-06-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

Wah..it have been a while that i didnt shop and buy something...Shopping is not just not my cup of tea...i seldom spent money on fashionable stuff..rather, i will prefer to spent it on entertainment or self development...

Last Sunday, I went shopping with Mun in SW and bought myself a blck colour cardigan..happy!! It costs me only RM24.90...sooooooooooooo cheap!!! On the other hand, Mun bought so many stuff within that few hours...hehe...i wish i could spent money like her...maybe one day i should try but have to eat bread after that..hoho

I have few items in my shopping wishlist:

1. Facial stuff-I wan to be pretty....keke
2. Handbag
3. High Heel-hopefully i manage to find the suitable size in reasonable price and nice design
4. Contact Lens-I wan to get away from the lydia sum's glasses..it's ugly, heavy...
5. TBC

At this moment, I am very happy to start my Japanese course..i like it very much although it is tough...
The thing that make me unhappy with is.........................

***********Stay Happy****************

Voice~less

2010-05-31T07:19:00.000-07:00

My voice is pretty important to me

I cant live without it

Pls give it back to me ASAP!!

Today, I sat at my desk for the whole day without making a single call

Feeling so unfamiliar without picking up the phone

haha..

Im trained to be desperate and aggessive in making call

Im just wondering whether is a good sign or bad sign...

Thanks hubby taking so good care of me during these few days

I love you!

Im sick

2010-05-28T21:47:00.000-07:00

I fall sick!!!

It ALL started yesterday morning, when i woke up and felt terrible sore throat + sneezling + running nose and dizzy

I went genting yesterday with JJ and parent and aunty..the traffic was badly congested...there was a long queue from the genting toll and police road block made it even worse...after an one day tiring trip it make my condition even worse...

I couldnt sleep yeserday night with the annoying sneezling and running nose...seriously feeling fainting...very cham!!!

Watashi wa kesan shichi-ji ni okimashita and went to see doctor at hachi-ji. I felt myself sitting in the sizzling pot with the increasing body heat that made me felt terrible right now...

This sudden sick visit ruins my weekends plan...so BAD!!!!!....I want to recover soon....

Primary Gathering Again!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

"Big Family"

G-Pot Buffet Steamboat

Me, Au Yang, Vinc, Zi Kang and Ms.Wee

Romeo, me, Yik Lam,Gary, Suki and C Ping

Time: 6.30-9.30pm

Venue: Yulek-G-Pot Buffet Steamboat

A great success gathering again...really happy to c some of my long lost primary classmates... This is the bigger group gathering with my 16 lovely frens....That night was merely eating and chatting...my stomach was fully filled up with food....*_*...big tummy now!

Yik Lam is still studying in animation course, while zi kang is now working at petaling street. I felt glad to meet him back again...we are fren for 19yrs.............since kindergarten...kaka...his looks didnt change much..i still can recognise him but he cant recognise me...sad!!!

Sunley is doing a short course while searching for job. She was very quiet on that nite and she was left out the group...luckily at last, she talked to us...hehe...

I am always anticipating for a reunion of all our classmates in one day, hope my dreams will come true!!!

Drama Addict

2010-05-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

Im addicted to the taiwan drama-"下一站-幸福"

It's all because of my third sis who lure me so much

and make panda eyes getting bigger now

This is our entertainment for everyday after work

my mom n eldest sis also join her together

Luckily the drama is going to end soon

life will back to normal...

hehe..

小小彬 really very cute and funny

really hope to pinch her chubby cheek

Japanese Class

2010-05-07T04:07:00.000-07:00

My Japanese class has finally started yesterday

Feeling so excited and gleeful

There are 13 ppl in my class,

2ppl from China, 1 from Iran and the rest Malaysian

Most of us are "Kaishian"=office worker

It's really an interesting and fun class

Lesson one,

Konbawa=Good Evening,

Watashi wa Bebbling desu

Dozo Yoroshiku=Nice to meet you

Update

2010-04-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging now!!!

Feeling so glad to be back...^_^

I'm great recently besides getting stress and tired in work, everything seems fine to me

Yesterday, I attended a joke talk in Marco Polo restaurant in Wisma Lim Fook Yong, the speaker is really amazing...

The purpose of the talk is actually to promote his product which is
-------------"Nirvana".................

Frankly speaking, he is a best promoter ever, he is really persuasive and impressive. The tone and joke he used, are really funny and reality.

It is hard to share here but at the end of the day, he emphasizing the importance to take precautions and to avoid chaos when the arrival of death...^_^...

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Today, I met up with my old fren-Marisa. We had dinner together in caribean cafe, the food is suck!!!

We had an hours talk on our career and life...this is what we called"grown up"...the topic that we were talking is no longer study and entertainment...but sth reality and important...

She is as usual to keep persuading and sharing her experiences in A.W and im the listener....she make me feel that she is those insurance agent..kaka...but i understand her intention of doing so...it's ok

Im not as ambitious as her, I wanted a peaceful and happy life....I have my own way of living, I have my own goals to pursue, own pressures to handle, own obstacles to address.....that's is why everyone is different....

I have the whole power to control my life....I want it to be my way..I want it to be different from the rest!!!

Be happy, no worries!!!

Bibi is back!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-21T05:47:00.000-07:00

Bibi is back...hurray

After 1 week of repairing...my lovely bibi is finally back...

The life without bibi is really a NIGHTMARE...

My dad need to fetch JJ to work, and JJ has to take bus or cab back to my house to have dinner after work..it's very suffering..

However, there was a great memory to be rmb. I love the sweet moment to see JJ for the entire whole week...the feeling is really great...waiting his shadow to appear on the dark and quiet street...we ate dinner together....We even drove dad car during weekends...hehe...

A car is very needed and important in KL....luckily you are fine now...hoping bibi to stay healthy and dont be notty le

My Thought

2010-04-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

I am having a complicated piece of thought in mind now...

I feel like expressing it out

Im wondering the sophisticated life

A lot of "W-H-Y" wandering in my mind

Hoping to keep improve myself in term of comm and performance

Workload is getting heavier

a lot of conference i coming out

However

I feeling glad to reach my own target and

breaking my own record

But it need to reach to a consistency

I hope i can be more aggresive to do my best

Keep telling myself to work hard work hard

I wish i could have the spirit and determinationof improving

I love my job when i have enough contact to call

haha

Recently,

I started to research on a conference regarding "BioPharma"

the name of the conference is really unfamiliar to me

simply because im not a science ppl

It tough for me to get in touch with ppl from science and professional background

but yet

im having fun in it

I have the opportunity to talk to ppl from

different background and different countries and different language

There might be some rejection

and it might feel offensive

but

"LIFE IS FULL OF REJECTION"

try to adapt to it and we can move forward and further

Life is getting complicate now

I have grown up

although im still the same-the little girl in my family

being pampered and dependent

That's the reason

I feel tough in getting into the working life

The reality world is really cruel

thr is no friendly atmosphere

no ppl will take care of you 100%

This is the challenging society

ppl who performace well get the reward

there are still a bundle of knowledge and experience that i need to accumulate

I really love my schooling life

less burden

I miss my assignment and presentation and exam very much

I feel my mind is in a static condition

It just like turning slowly as compared to last time

I seldom use it

and gradually it become dumb and slow

During my study,

the brain is fully ustilised in assgt, exam, etc

that's y it is dynamic

But

"NOW"

the brain is getting slower

I dont want this to happen..

I wan the dynamic condition again

pumping energy in my brain now

Now only i know that

We need to keep reminding and reinforcing

our goals

We need to motivate ourselves to survive

Only we can help ourselves

that's y

"Love yourself"

BY2 成人禮

2010-04-09T22:43:00.000-07:00

****My favorite female group singer-BY2****

Miko's hairstyle is quite funny...i dont like middle parted
Anyway, the song-This is love
is very nice!!!

Dream come true

2010-04-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

My dream finally come true!

I am going back to school
BUT
just a part time course of Japanese Course
haha
feeling so excited and gleeful
to embrace my 1st ever foreign language
and
hopefully it could help me in my career

Feeling excited to the class
Hopefully i could pick up easily and quickly

I am going to learn independent now
to be alone

All the best to myself
Gam Ba Te!

All Souls Day

2010-04-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

I had a tiring weekends!

I had only few hours of sleep during my past weekends.

My weekend doesn't meant to be a rest day

BUT

Just another working day

Even worse then that

It's terrible!

I woke up 4.30am on Saturday.

I was the first to wake up and to wake everyone

Reason being was to pay our respect to our ancestor

We drove to the cemetery early in the morning

and there was no single shadow of any cars

only our own 3 families

it's really surprising and strange

Actually it's quite horrible to be in the mountain

without anyone

BUT

there is nth to be scared

as long as I am not alone

After a few hours of praying,

we went for my dad favorite dim sum restaurant to have our breakfast

In the late afternoon,

I went for movie-Beauty on Duty in Tropicana

The show is really funny and I love Charlene so much

She looks very pretty and cute

This is how I spent my Saturday

Sunday??

What is my plan?

Wah..Wah...Wah...

My Sunday is crazier than my Saturday

I woke up

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3.30AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's me recall back when was the last time I woke up such early in the morning,

Erm....

I couldn't have any idea

It was totally torturing and tiring

My eyes lips are only half opened or even quarter wide

and we need to travel for a 45minuted drives to Nirvana Memorial Park

The highway was totally empty and quiet

as usual, only 3cars of us driving peacefully in the highway

It's drizzling in the morning and it's the best time to have a comfortable sleep

and I took a short nap in the car

We reached thr around 5sth and luckily the rain wasn't heavy

It was the first time we caught into the rain in this festival

But the rain doesn't demolished our mood of praying

everyone worked together to prepare things

We done our praying at around 7.30am,

the sun is rising and we could feel the heat of it

Luckily we are done before the scorching sun hanging up in the sky

haha...

We could see the long queue and no ends of cars thronging to the the cemetery

I love seeing the crowd cause I love crowd

The queue was as long as 4km

It was really a huge congestion

and all the cars are crawling slowly

We are luckily to escape from the crowd and heading back for our dim sum again

I reached home at 9sth and jumped into my bed to continue my sleep

hehe

but it's not enough

i felt exhausted too

I had a packed and occupied weekends

It's nice and enjoyable

BUT

fatigue

(contradiction)
^_^

Random Update

2010-03-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

1. How is work?

Erm....so far so good..nth much...nth happening...everyday doing the same thing quietly on my desk..facing the screen and talking on the phone...pushing myself to get more incentives...hoping another one..hehe...

Dono till when i can motivate myself....workload is getting heavier but that is not the main problem...my greater problem is no frens...i cant live without noise and excitement. dono y i just cant get together with them...everyday only few sentences of words...it make me feel more quiet n quiet..i hate that a lot....i dont like to be neglected...i dont like to be so quiet....feel so sad that no one can talk to me....no fun at all in work..only work for living but no frens...no ppl can share with...ppl walk forward but i backward....

2. How is life?
Just an ordinary life...working working working...really a dull life...i wish to have sth happening.

3. How is relationship?
Great...very in love...everything seems fine and getting better...both are getting more stress and burden...chase for our goals is our main objective and motivation...love you!!

4. Any happy moment recently?
Yes..sure...went genting with frens....play with my toy..play pc game...dating...

5. Any sad moment to share?
Yes..sure..Kuein admited to hospital...hope she can get well soon...

6. What is in your mind now?
haiz....sadness and loneliness....seriously hope to get back to study life...i just too stress about growing up...hate it so much...

Happy Weekends

2010-03-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

I had a field day for my weekends...getting together with my frens...I love yam cha and gathering very much because I could get in touch and update about them...

Last Fri, we gathered at KH's house and went to Tropicana Medical Center to visit Kuein. I was sad to hear that she met an accident at the early of March. But, thanks GOD that she is feeling better right now but still need to get more care and rest at the hospital. Pray for a good and quick recovery to her...

On Sat, we has a sudden half day plan to Genting. Yeah...it was 2yrs back since our first class trp to Genting. A lot of happy memory flashed back into my mind. There are total 6 of us-JJ,me, Moy, KH,KY & Nic. We took our early breakfast dim sum and drove to Genting directly. We went gambling in Casino and basketball arcade...really have fun!!!

I had a sheer joy on that day...hoping for another outing...yeah!!

惜福

2010-03-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

惜福,

其实说起来很简单,

可是却很难办到.

欲望,

总是惜福的绊脚石.

懂得惜福的人,

总会对人生充满希望,

对任何人与物都会非常珍惜.

不懂得惜福的人,

总会埋怨, 投诉.

要懂得惜福,

要懂得体谅,

人生才会过得更快乐!!

My Long Lost Friend

2010-03-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

Wow...few days agao, I received a letter.. It's hardly to receive a hand writed letter nowadays due to the advancement of technology. I feeling very excited to know that I had a letter in my house mailbox...

I was wondering who is that. By looking at the handwriting, I will pretty confirm this letter is from her although it was 10yrs back...but i still can recognise the handwriting by my first glance..

I was very anticipating on the content of the letter...I quickly drop her a sms after reading through the letter and felt glad to get in touch with her again....

She changed a lot!!!!!!!!!!! I really really cant recognise her face.....she was totally another person...We chatted a while in FB and I was still curious about the true...

Time Flies, just a blink of eyes, we are fren for more than 10 yrs. Getting back again is really a harsh time...and luckily we can met each others again...hope to keep in touch and get back more my lovely primary old buddies....

Movie Review

2010-03-08T06:25:00.000-08:00

Movie 1: 14 Blades

I love this movie very much. This is an exciting action movie. I enjoy all the stunt and acting of every actors...Wu Zun is very handsome and cool! Although I have some confusion about the character, overall, it's a nice movie.

*****

Movie 2: Wolfman

Wah..this is a scary movie. I hate wathcing this type of movie. I closed my ears and eyes wherever it's full moon....I hate the sudden pop up of the ugly creature..It frightened me a lot..However, the storyline is quite exciting and nervous. Apart from that, the creature is too evil. Blood and fresh are all scattered over the dead body....really disguisting!

****

Movie 3: Percy Jackson and the lightning thief

It's one of my favourite movie. I like the main actor. He is quite handsome. I love the storyline as God actually can has child on earth. It's really mystery. I like to watch how he is being trained and when he entered the under evil world..This movie teaches me some name of the God...hehe...

*****

Movie 4: Confucius

Erm....this is obviuos a history movie. I'm not really interested in it. The lanaguage and words they used are from ancient time...I not really get them... haha...shame to be a Chinese based student. I hate china history as well as they have different district and different name of warrior. It really confused me... Really wonder y JJ love it so much. But it's a very touching story, my eyes had alr glistening with tears...

***

Movie 5: The Book of Eli

Wah..surprisingly, I personally love this movie..Although some might think that this movie is boring, I feel that it's gave me the anticipation to wait for wat the ending will look like...Although this movie dont have any splendid scene and
attractive animation, it is just a very simple movie but actually carry a lot of insight..

****

Movie 6: Avatar

This is the great movie of the year! I watched 2D and 3D of this movie. I love it so much. The 3D is actually nothing special. The animation and graphic are superb..The movie carried a great value on the importance of our mather nature.

The world of pandora is amazing, the ppl are unique and the world is full of greeeny.

*****

Movie 7: 72 Tenants

Gong Xi Fa Cai...this is a comedy of the year...I love watching Eric Tseng and Jacky Cheung's arguement...they are actually very creative in their business..haha..There are too many actor that we can focus on in the this movie..paying one ticket price to watch all of them...worth it...haha

****

Movie 8: All well end well

Another comedy in CNY. I love angelbaby soooooooooo much. She is so adorable and charming. The character suits her very well. I love the singing part of the movie..damn funny!!! I like the part when wu jun ru and wong pai ming using pigeon as their postman to deliver their love letter by using the song of the singer....really creative and funny...As compared to the previous one, the former win...hehe

***

Status Update

2010-03-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

I'm happy recently,

Reason unknown,

just simply feeling jubilant.

I starting motivated in work,

everthing getting smoother and better,

lesser stress and fears.

I found my goals,

keep motivating and reminding myself,

keep pushing and focusing,

keep improving and imrpoving,

staying clear and focus.

Chase for my goals,

Cheer for my success,

Cheese!!

My sweet and touching Valentine

2010-03-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

I had a wonderful Valentine this year with a lot of surprises from my hubby....I didnt expect him to do so much things for me....I told him that i wan an economical valentine but he gave me an extraordinary valentine that the memories engrossed deeply in my heart....

We had a late celebration for this year due to the CNY that hubby was away to his hometown....We had postponed our celebration to the week after another due to some CNY gathering I had with my relatives.....

Part 1:

2 week ago, on friday nite...he visited my house....when he reached my house...he kept asking me to help him to carry sth from his car...i felt weird and didnt do anything....he then suddenly carried a bouquet of flower and an ice-cream cake from his car with the smile on his face...

I was really shocked when I saw him carrying them...I didnt expect to get anything from him for this valentine..but still he love giving me surprises....hehe...I love the cake very much...it looks very nice...I couldnt eat the cake on the day itself cause I had food poisoning the day before...so i need to keep it for next week....

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...

when v wanted to eat the cake together the following week......who know that i forgot it is an ice-cream cake so i just put it into the fridge and not the freezer...so i ruined the whole cake..it melted.....i feeling so regret that I didnt eat the cake on the spot....I wasted hubby's effort...really so sad...the cake is nice to see but we couldnt taste it......

i'm so DUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*_*...................

We with the beautiful flower

Wah...such a beautiful and lovely cake

Haiz....i wan my cake back!!

Part 2:

Our celebration hasnt come to an end yet....we are having our first and ever home cooking at JJ's new house the following week...I feeling really very excited....i kept thinking and anticipating for the day to arrive...i couldnt control the smile on my face while thinking of that...

Early in the morning, we went to F2F for our breakfast and shopped in hypermarket and supermarket to buy ingredient for our home cooking's meal...We bought spagetti,ribena,mango pudding,egg,red beans,etc...

We went home with a full bag of ingredient...kaka...we were just too exciting to start cooking....Hubby will be the chef for today(actually everytime..kaka) and i will be the helper..keke...but lousy helper...only helped in washing and cuting honey dew..kaka..

"Qing...qing..qing"...these are the things that we bought

Hubby preparing the ingredient

Cooking the spagetti's sauce.....hehe

Feeling hungry

Wah...this is our lunch...

Happy sweet & memorable Valentine 2010

Part 3:

Hubby's surprises are in everywhr...he bought me a loco-roco toy that i hope to own one since a long time ago....we always passed by a game shop in tropicana mall to visit loco-roco....but too bad it's only for display are not meant for sale....and i always hoping to have it...and now hubby make my dreams realistic...

He hide the pinky loco-roco behind the tissue box in the car....and he purposely asked me to pass him the tissue box so that i could see the loco-roco....i was so happy and surprise to see it....i couldnt expect to see it just right in front of me....i love it so much..it's just so cute....hehe

I had a wonderful memories for my Valentine 2010...hoping more and more valentine that i could celebrate with hubby...love you so much...thanks for everything....muacks

CNY Day 8

2010-03-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

Went to Cousin's house for CNY party....I was sick on that week but i still make myself available for that day....I played wii-cooking mama with my cousin and mahjong....

This year lion dance was the most special one that i ever seen before....the lion dance troupe sang song to welcome the "cai shen ye"....the cai shen ye is really humorous and funny...feel like a real cai shen ye has arrived in the house...

Orange and red lion

Yeah...bring good luck to me

My CNY Random Post

2010-03-01T03:51:00.000-08:00

I love the CNY's deco in TS....it's the ancient Shanghai feel....i felt myself in Shanghai now...hehe

Yeah....nite club in Shanghai

Hnadsome guy

The main transport in shanghai in the 70's-Trishaw

CNY Day 2

2010-03-01T03:20:00.000-08:00

Day 2 of CNY was even boring than day 1...woke up early in the morning and my relative visited us...rushing down to klang...no much people thr...ate lunch and sat in the air con room and took pic...

Later on, the lion dance started its performance....but nth much special...it was an usual performance every year in grandpa's factory...Once it's done...we went upstair to watch tv and wait for the dinner...that's it...

This year has no gambling at all....some kind of weird...haiz...so disappointed...nth to play...but this year i brought a new game to play with my cousin-the monopoly deal card game..kaka..i love this game very much cause i like monopoly very much..but an original monopoly board game costs a pretty penny...so i cant affordable to buy it...and not worth it...luckily there have this handful monopoly card game...kaka...

My cousin won most of the time...he is a very smart guy as everyone know...that's y he won so many times....no choice that we have to lose...sad...He loves this game very much and we continue our game to the restaurant as usual..kaka..

CNY 2010 was really lousy and boring.......i expected more fun and activities....

An Usual CNY's Family Group photo

With my 2 little cousins

My CNY purple dress

My uncle and aunty...

Lovely grandpa

CNY Day one

2010-02-24T02:54:00.000-08:00

Wah...it is the first day of lunar Chinese New Year....wake up in the lovely morning in my CNY mood...mom as usual has is preparing breakfast for us and dad is away to the kopitiam...I am normally the earliest bird among my all sisters...

I bathed at the morning and get myself refreshes...and my sis are very hard to wake them as they will dilly dally on the bed....haha...after taking our breakfast...we dressed up and maked up...

This is a trandition to visit relatives house in CNY...but this year was a bit of dull and silent... lesser relatives and lesser noises...mahjong table is running its business but gambling is not...we sat at the living room and chit chat and watched tv....quite boring...

Ladies

(back left:wei,yen,aunty wendy, elaine,mom,ah jing)

(front left:mun,me,melisa lai,foong)

My new attire for this CNY...my lovely pinky again

4 sister flowers

My family

After visiting my relative house, we went directly to MV for movie-72 tenants..feeling excited...

hehe..the movie was quite funny...worth it!

4 sister flowers

Happy Tiger Year 2010

2010-02-23T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hurray...CNY is here again...I love CNY so much that i can have holidays..keke..but im no longer a student that can have 1week holiday for CNY...this is the sad part...wuwu...

As usual, me n my sis will go for last minute shopping during CNY's eve...this time we went to 1U..luckily it was not that crowded...I love the CNY's decoration...I love the Properous Cat family...they are extremely cute and adorable...wish to bring them home..hehe..thier Jade necklace looks real...their costume are very colourful and tranditional too...

Happy Family

Little Yellow cat girl

Little cat boy

After a few hours of shopping, we went home and helped mom with the cooking...There was a funny incident happened, when I opened the rice cooker, i found that the rice is not enough for all of us and my dad like to eat 2bowl of rice during CNY...but the rice is only enough for only 5 ppl...so i quickly took out all the rice and cooked some more rice again...my sis also quickly dividing the rice into 6 bowls and also delay the time before my dad noticed that, if not he will scold my mom....

When my dad almost wanted to finish his bowl of rice, everyone one of us were so nervous...my mom quickly offer some of her rice to my dad and my sis faster go and looked at the progress of the rice...luckily the rice is cooked and everyone felt relief...kaka...really very funny on that nite...

Delicious and fresh Yee Sheng + salmon-RM19

Delicious reunion dinner dishes

Let's lou sang together!!!!

Cheers for the best in year 2010

Food Poisoning

2010-02-20T20:31:00.000-08:00

OMG....I have food poisioning...It was such a sudden that it spoilt my CNY's mood..

Cant' go fren visit, cant eat CNY food, no fried, no spicy, no fruit and cant go PM wif JJ....so cham!

It's all started on this terrible thurs...I felt stomach pain throughout the day in my office... lingered around the toilet...rushing back home once 5.30pm sharp...straight jumped onto my bed and slept for 2hrs...

I thought my stomach will feel better after some rest but it doesnt seems to have any improvement...the nex day dawn, I was awaken by the excruciating pain from my stomach...the pain came on and off, I tossed and twissed on the bed and holding my stomach tightly...haiz...very suffering....

I took MC for that day and waited for the clinic to open and rushed into it...the doctor gave me a dozen of coin-shaped size medicine...ish~~I hate that...it's bitter....but the medicine are really magic...my pain gone...hehe...but I still feel dizzy and feel vomiting and headache and fever..

I had a bad CNY this year...wuwu...wishing myself to get well soon...thanks JJ to tham me eat medicine....hehe...

14 Blades Preview & Wu Zun's Gathering

2010-02-12T03:02:00.000-08:00

OMG.....it was a shocking news that I could meet Wu Zun again....My sis was being selected by China Press as the winner for Wu Zun gathering and 14 Blades Preview in JW Marriot and Pavilion's Gold Class cinema....

Wu Zun is damn handsome...but he looks slimmer than last time...I was chosen for game session on stage with 7 more fans...feeling so excited to be on stage with him....we are closer to each other..kaka...but at the end my team lose the game....sad!!

After about an hour of gathering, all of us have to walk to Pavilion's cinema for the movie preview...all China Press' winners were treated like VIP for that night..we watch the movie in Gold Class cinema with the cosy sofa and a comfortable blanket....really excited and appreciated...thanks to China Press...love you!!!

This was a surprise group photo with him in Pavilion's gold class..and i stood beside him again...so happy

Group photo during the fans gathering

I love this photos very much..thanks to RAM Entertainment...Wu Zun giving out andgau to me for the 1st runner up in the game session for my team..

Holding our gold class ticket...

Goodies bag from the gathering....I personally love the angpau with his portrait...

Happy Birthday

2010-02-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to me dearest JJ..It was a happy ever celebration with JJ's colleagues in this year..This is really a day to be remembered...

I felt so happy that I finally gave him a succeeful surprise on the day itself...1week before his birthday, I was busy searching for online cake delivery but it doesnt seem any shop providing such services. I was totally irksome about it and I almost wanted to give up. At this moment, suddenly sth strike into my brain and I thought of Khai Yin's BF...

I was very happy by the time when I know he provides cake delivery services...I ordered a chocolate banana cake from Khai Yin's BF and he sent the cake over to his office...luckily everthing goes smoothly...feel so pleased...

I gave a call to him from the farland-thailand on the night before his birthday and greet him happy birthday...^_^...

When my flight arrived in LCCT in the evening, I rush back to KL central and took LRT straight to his birthday party...feeling exhausted and tired but it is worthy. I had a great night with all of them...and most importantly JJ love it and happy with it....this is the reason that I could leave aside all my tiredness...muacks~~~

Hehe...love you!

Feel like wedding party..champagne openning session..

cake cutting session...

My favourite giraffe

Delicious steamboat...

Photo Sharing

2010-01-31T19:31:00.000-08:00

Waiting

2010-01-28T02:01:00.000-08:00

Oops....I am still in the office right now...what is the time now???It's 6.02pm....

It is not because I havent finish my work but I am waiting for my lovely fren-Marisa...

We are going for a motivational talk....hehe....hope I will get motivated after attended it...

When Marisa gave me a call few days ago, she told me this talk and explained to me the gist of this talk and what is it all about...over the short period of conversation, seriously this is my first time to feel her passion in persuading ppl...kaka...not to say she is not passion in her life but I just feel another one of her...

She changed a lot since i know her...We are fren for 14yrs....kaka...old buddy!!!My impression on her is a girl that is not really keen in anything in her life...Those childish and nonsense stuff are always not her cup of tea...kaka...In conclusion, she is those kind of so called "chin cai" person that i know her....

It is glad to c her improvement and changes...everyone has to look forward in order to get improvement....keep it up girl...!!!

Pls come and fetch me la....I cant wait alr...it is kinda boring waiting in office...*_*

...........

2010-01-26T16:09:00.000-08:00

I office now but my really dont have the mood to work...dono y...feeling quite down now...feeling tired of doing it...boring ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My heart is not in the office now....pls tell me wat can i do.....*_*.....i wan to go and destress...the time i have after work is not sufficient for me....i wan more time to rest and relax....i miss ting ting, kham kham, nicky and pluto....hope to hug them now...

L.O.V.E

2010-01-25T03:04:00.000-08:00

I have a sudden and strong feeling of write this post to you and to us...

When I was on my way home in the monorail just now, I played with my hp and read through my inbox msg....It make me recalled back our moment 2yrs back...what you have said to me, all that are just too memorable and classic....

We have sweet memory as well as the bad one...I read through how you care n tham me in your msg..how u address me with many different name..how u teach n advice me...really make me feel touched and happy that actually we have been together for such a long period...

Although I always repeat the same mistakes again and again over this 2yrs, you are still cotinuously saying the same words to me...and didnt give up on me...how great is that! Recently there are so many sour experiences that ppl around us having and it will give us a lesson and reference to love n protect our relationship even harder and stronger...

When you are not besides me, I will just keep missing and thinking of you...ppl out thr are not just good as you are...handsome guys always love smoking and clubbing...rich guy always play boy...young boy always immature and playful...timid guy always too shy...samseng guy always very rude and fault language everywhere...some guy are just too disgusting...

You are not perfect and I know no one is perfect but u always try you best to prove you are to me...and i know that you are trying...I feel very comfortable when i with you...you know me very well and I wont hide anything from you...

We knowing each other better and better and I trying to endure and stop complaining about things in life..Hope everything goes well and smooth and we love each other deeper and deeper...

Love you!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Muacks~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jess's farewell

2010-01-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

2 people have left my department this week-Kelvin n Jess...Our gang is getting smaller n smaller...feeling so sad to say goodbye to them especially for Jess..both of us are in the same batch...there are actually 6 of us and now left me alone in the dept...feeling lonely n sad

Dept is getting quiet n quiet...everyone will do their own thing for the whole day..although it is wat happening everyday when i join the company but just feel a bit lonely without them..

Hoping everything will be fine..focus on work...jiayou...

T bowl restaurant

2010-01-09T20:20:00.000-08:00

Sitting on the toilet bowl and enjoying a delicious meal with toilet bowl's bowl...it is just another great concept in life...

Yesterday, me n my sis visited the T-bowl concept restaurant which is located at SW...this shop is always packed with people as the food are actually quite delicious and the design of the shop is cute..

This restaurant is basically an idea or concept on giving their customer to enjoy their meal using in the bathroom or toilet and using toilet bowl and bath tub as an utensil...hehe...so cute..the ice cream even is in the shape of shit...kaka..looks cute and disgusting

Chicken chop ra mee

Mushroom and meat ra mee

Kiwi dessert

2010 resolutions

2010-01-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

New year resolutions are indispensable for a brand new year. At the beginning of 2009, I had set myself some new year resolutions and now let see how well have I achieved them..

It suppossed to be "An apple a day keep the doctor away" BUT I did "An apple a month keep the doctor afraid"..haha
I did appreciate my "GIFT" from GOD everyday..keeping better and better everyday
Appreciate all love???erm...dont think so...
I still need to seize all opportunity that knock on my door
I believe I'm more mature and understanding as compared to last time...hehe...
I'm proud to say that I managed to keep blogging and keep my blog alive...yeah!!!I love to blog
Keep going...determination?erm...in work maybe not but in other aspect i definitely achieved that
do more exercise???is walking from the monorail station to my office consider exercise? haha...i think yes...yeah
I always keeping myself young and energetic..

Conclusion.....I score 5.5/9...I pass!! Congrat~~~~

So now it time to set my new resolutions for this year, here we go:

The most important and my priority is my Saving Plan
Be more positive and law of attraction
Improve,improve and keep improve myself in every aspect
Buy myself contact lens
Sleep early and keep myself pretty..kaka
Loving my gift more n more
love all the people
Healthy and happy always

Hope i can score a better result for this year's resolution..

Shopaholic Day

2010-01-04T06:01:00.000-08:00

Yeah...last fri went shopping with cousin and spend RM100+..feeling so glad to buy new stuff...We shopped from 12pm to 9.45pm in SW and TS...kaka...but we felt not enough...we still need to shop and buy..kaka

We tried on the Pontian Wantan Mee shop and the price is quite reasonable but the portion is too little but it is enough for us..

After shopped for a long hrs..finally I bought a white colour top, scandal and bra...kaka...

Working again

2010-01-04T05:38:00.000-08:00

Wow...time flies...my long breaks are going to the end...Today was my first day of working in 2010..

Feeling rejuvenated?Feeling excited?Feeling energetic?Feeling happy?

Erm....

They are totally out of my list...

But...

Feeling demotivated, stressful, moody, lazy and down to get back to my work...

I felt mentally and pysically heavy...i felt like wan ponteng work...I will never ever thought of it when schooling but in work...i will choose to...working is just no my piece of cake...

BUT...it is reality...I have NO CHOICE....I have to carry my unwilling mental and body and wake up in the morning and be in the office on time...

I have a very slow pace in my work today...feeling so tired...time is hard to pass...

Hoping a better working tml...Jiayou JP..

Hello my 2010

2010-01-01T01:24:00.000-08:00

Wow....this is my first 2010 post...hehe...really love writing sth on it...

Just now went to MV wif moy for shopping and chit chating....first time spend my countdown day with her...hehe...a fresh experience....

It is 1.16am but im still sitting in front of the pc and playing fb...kaka...cant sleep without getting in touch with it...so exaggerated!!

I had a cross over countdown with JJ in phone..hehe...so happy!!I holding all my bears with me and countdown with my family, tv and JJ at the same time...wat a multitasking mission i have done...My mom suggested to buy the small party poppers and we celebrated together at home...so funny la but quite nice!

Talking on phone with JJ for 40minutes...so nice to talk to him...i miss him sooooooooooooooo much..cant wait him back to KL...waiting for sunday to come...

Wishing everyone a healthy and happy year!!

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T16:45:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of 2009...time really flies...a brand new year is going to start..

I woke up in the morning and do houseworks as usual, after that send JJ to pudu raya and now waiting Moy to hang around at somewhr...

I have no countdown invitation this year...feeling so disappointed and boring...just stay at home watch live countdown concert...not bad also actually...hehe..I never try countdown with JJ before...i wan it in next year...kaka...

2009 is a memorable year...numerous of historically moment happened in this year..let's have a review of my 2009..

I'm officially graduated!!!!!!!!!!!!3yrs of my degree course has finally come to an end...I feel glad to graduated in flying colour...my mission has finally accomplished...tonnes of hardworks and efforts have been paid off...thanks god for giving me such a honour to achieve my goals...
I have wonderful family trip in Singapore with JJ together...it was really a dream come true....I was anticiapted for this moment for a long long time and now we can go travel overseas together...feeling so glad to have him besides me...
I'm officially an OL....working life is not enjoyable...i dont like it...after a nightmare in that hut...i'm happy to escape from them and come to a wonderland....i will still continue to chase my dreams and goals...hope to have a great year in 2010 for my career
Realising the true face of the people make me feel sad and disappointed...they are all changed as time passed...knowing the true colour of a people make me become more mature and beware...think at a positive angle...this is a good experience...
I love my KENKO ads....it was marvellous..from the idea, shooting, editting, acting..haha..good job to everyone in my team!!First time to be the main actress with JJ.. haha...feel like shooting wedding video...kaka...the ourcome is great and beautiful...
I love my Christmas present from JJ...thanks alot...
Sad to know my zi mui has a trouble in her relationship...this is a shocking and breaking news!!!
Apart from that, few couple in my class has also faced the some problem...hope they can find their true love in 2010
My first and ever company Christmas party in belly dancing costume..i love it very much..6of us busy shopping around in KL areas to seek for the costume...have a tiring day actually...hehe..but a good try and courage in that costume!!
I found my primary classmates after 10 yrs....this is a happy moment that i need to be remember....I felt so happy to gather my primary classmates for gathering in this year...4 gatherings have been successfully carried out and more n more frens joined us..looking for a bigger and bigger group in 2010's gathering...
A wonderful family sabah trip even with my second sis..haha...first try in snorkelling...it is scary...sob sob...i love mount kinabalu...it is spectacular...although i didnt climb it, as standing at the mountain foot, i can feel it...
My first try on flying frog and rock climbing...i love them so much...
I feel i become more mature in my mentality, growing up and big girl alr...kaka...thanks to JJ for teaching me and loving me so much...muacks...love u deeper n deeper...

Conclusion, I have a good year in 2009...hoping a even better year in 2010...

"HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010"

WISHING FOR A HEALTHY AND HAPPY YEAR

My 2009 Christmas

2009-12-27T05:26:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas again...I love Christmas so much...as I can receive many presents..hehe..

I have a special Christmas for this year...Christmas trip to Singapore, one week Christmas breaks from work, family Christmas party as usual...

Conclusion, I love my 2009 Christmas very much!!!

My Christmas eve surprise from JJ...he is so "xi xin" that purposely wrapped this present using toy'r us wrapping paper to mislead me and when i open it, i was surprise to find this pandent..I love it soooooooooooooooo much..it looks like ting ting is holding a heart-shape...hehe

My little pluto..love it sooooooooooooo much...JJ bought it from Singapore-7eleven...I falls in love with the bear at first sight...and it is sooooooooooooo cheap...and finally JJ bought it for my Christmas present...I hugged it along the way back to Malaysia..hehe...it is really adorable and cute...muacks muacks

My favourite collection!!This is the gift from my third sis and big sis from Genting..kaka..I am easily to satify..haha..as long as it is cute or pink in colour...kaka...they also bought me a pair of couple lollipop key chain and a pink colous hair band..kaka...can u see most of them are in pink...so how am i not happy with all these gifts...love them so much!!!!

This is an unexpected and surprise gift from my director...he bought everyone a ball pen according to thier horoscope...so meaningful...hehe...

This is my exchange gift during family Christmas party...a gift from a guy named Ken...I thought it was a box of chocolate but i was wrong...it is an English classical album...hehe...first time ppl gave me such present...feeling special...kaka...

Feeling

2009-12-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

Recently I felt myself very depress and emo...life has changed..my thought and feeling has been changed as I grow older...

Getting more unfamiliar with my surrounding..I felt severe headache of thinking about it..Everyday when i get in touch with sth, that feeling will appear in my heart and mind.. Feeling myself is not connected to this world..

Am I thinking too much of this nonsense?or i'm leaving my comfort zone and what i seeing is actually happening since i was born but just i didnt realize?Realizing the nature of this world is really pulling me down..I dont wan to behave like what others is behaving..I like to be myself.. but if living in your own world, there is not a good way of doing things..human need to be connected and engage to each others...

Reality is hard to be accepted but like it or not it is the fact!!

To be naturally normal or acting to be normal?It's hard to choose...or perhaps I'm doing both..It really takes time to make myself feel comfortable with it

I feeling grateful to have my own comfort zone in my heart...whenever i feel sad and aimless and helpless, there is always a hand and shoulder to warm n console me..that's he that always besides me, loving me n caring me..

Life cant be perfect but my life is perfect because of your existence! Thanks..muacks~~~

Merry Christmas~

2009-12-24T03:03:00.000-08:00

~~~Merry Christmas to everyone~~~

Today I only work till 12pm..

Everyone is in holiday mood...

Today I only manage to make few calls..hehe

Before we go off, my director gave everyone of us a ball pen as Christmas present...

The pen was specially brought according to our zodiac...so meaningful

After work, I met up with thrid sis & grace in sw for lunch and a rush shopping for christmas presents

Later on, I continue to shop alone in ts and brought a lot of stuff

It's great to be a short term shopaholic with a lof of papare bag holding on my hand..

haha...the feeling is great but my wallet is going to dry up..

haha...nvm..once a year...should be happy..yeah

Tonite I have to be a Santa for my family..hehe

Waiting

2009-12-16T01:53:00.000-08:00

Haha..i'm still in the office waiting for my dad sms. Reason being is my mom still in her office attending the Christmas Party Celebration...

Today have a productive day, I managed to verify 51 contacts per day and called 38 phone call... kaka...

My motivation for today is "I'm lack of time! I have to be quick!"...I am currently working on 3 different events-Automotive, Global Infrastructure Project and LNG...Time is precious for me..have to allocate and manage my time properly.

I have a terrible aching neck now...looking at the PC screen with the same posture for the whole day...ish...i need full body massage...hehe...

JJ is sick now...MC for half day...worrying him a lot...hope he can get well very very soon...

Oh..I'm going to Singapore tml...feeling very very excited!!This will be the first time i go travel overseas with JJ..kaka...This will be the first grand family trip...kaka....everyone Bf is in...keke..

Okok..have to go now!!!muacks

Yummy Lunch

2009-12-15T03:20:00.000-08:00

Steamed chicken roll with vegetable and abalone sauce

Honey glazed chicken rolls and roasted duck

Wok fried venison with butter and fragnant oats

Quick fried string bean with minced chicken

Poached crabmeat and chicken dumplings with fragnant garlic sauce

Fried fish balls served with glass noodles and dried shrimps

Steamed crystal har kau filled with prawns and naipak vegetables

Steamed seafood siew mai with mushroom

Farewell for Terry

2009-12-02T02:59:00.000-08:00

This is my first time to post pic of my working life...

Life has been fine till now...all my colleagues are youthful and friendly...hehe..it is such a friendly working environment...

Last Wed, we have a farewell lunch with one of my colleague-Terry..the most talkative guy in my dept..He brought a lot of laughter and noise for us...a funny guys...always make joke of everyone...

He taught me a lot of stuff...i always seek assistance from him since he sat besides me...no choice!!haha...our dept will turn quiet without his voice....hope he has a great future ahead!

Jackie, Terry n me

Terry n me

Energetic colleagues
(Pi yen,Joanne,jackie,me, hoi san, jess-Front)

(Boon hui, terry-back)

Dept photo

Terry, Roziah n me

All beauties..

My team leader from the left-Courtney

Christmas is COMING!!!!!!

2009-12-01T03:57:00.000-08:00

"Santa Claus is coming to town"

I feeling extremely excited for the arrival of Christmas

Reason being is i gonna have a lot of fun for this year

Party, holidays n trip are all included

Company Christmas activity fr 23 Nov-4 Dec-secret santa & angel

Christmas Party on 4 Dec

Trip on 17 Dec-20 Dec

Holidays fr 25 Dec-4 Jan

OMG.....it is hard to describe my feeling rite now

I love Dec so so so much!!

Little Christmas trees at 12Floor

Wah..so many present to grab..
whr is mine???Do i have one?

Yeah..all the present from the secret santa

Christmas tree at the lobby

Little Penang Again!!

2009-12-01T03:52:00.000-08:00

It's time for lunch...Little penang is always the best choice for lunch...It is just the greatest taste in mall...

The shop is shrouded with the unforgettable pandan leaves smell which come from its nasi lemak rice and cendol....

The shop is decorated with its ancient penang style which will recall back for those olden days... The taste of the food is marvellous and unique...every dishes tell us different story...you will never ever forgot its taste...

And never to forgot its tranditional and famous cendol!!!!Oh My god....it is so lovely...i love the gigantic red bean..they are so yummy and juicy!!!I will never say "NO" to you

Little penang I love you so much!!!

Penang Nasi lemak

Asam Laksa

*forgot the name* but the chicken is fantastic

my dish-chicken nasi lemak-100%

My saturday

2009-11-28T02:18:00.000-08:00

This week is a long holiday...fri is a holiday and had been occupied with my uni frens to 1U and kepong..

I met up with moy in section 17 and went to fetch khai yin n Kh and lastly uncle lee...We went to Kepong to have out lunch at one of the coffee shop which is famous for its spagetti...

Later on, he headed to 1U to shopping...I have my window shopping as usual and Khai Yin has a great shopping day!!She bought a lot of stuff and all of us have to help her to carry the bag...haha..funny!!!

KH kept on playing on his i-Phone, wearing his black jacket, listening to his i-phone...he looks like our body guard...hehe...funny!!!We took some of the pic with the christmas deco in the mall as well...

After our tiring shopping, we went back to kepong for our dinner. We have "yong tau fu" as our dinner tonite......it was really a cheap dinner...RM7.50 per person..haha..

I was a tiring day doing window shopping...but it was fun to hang around with frens..hehe..

Looking forward to the next gathering session with u guys...

Random Post

2009-11-26T05:10:00.000-08:00

Happy family

Love all of you

papa...bring me home!!

Love you..

is me

omg..my favourtie cendol...super yummy

ice kacang...cendol better la...kaka

yer...asam laksa

Happy Birthday to Grandpa

2009-11-25T04:22:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to grandpa

30 Nov, me, big sis n third sis went to Klang to attend grandpa's birthday dinner

Mom & Dad couldnt make it on that night due to my mom company annual

Aunty Angie gave us a ride to the restaurant in Klang Parade

It's time to have fun with cousin...especially my mun mun..

Nicole, mun, me, third sis n big sis with the cute sou bao

Grandpa at the middle

Me, Mun, third sis n big sis

3 of us

Specially dedicated to JJ

2009-11-25T03:18:00.000-08:00

JJ in my house again!!!It is Tuesday again....JJ will visit my house...I'm always anticipated for this moment to come....yeah!!!

After his tiring TKD...he will sure come my house to have dinner...I love to stare at him and look into his eyes...he is just too cute and handsome.....haha...muacks~~~~~~~~~~~

Yeah...it's time to play our monopoly deal cards...I love this game so much..thanks for buying me this...it brings so much fun for us...

~~~~JP loves JJ~~~~~

Happy Family

Love you

Nicky: Papa, papa...miss you!

Delicious!!!

Yummy Yummy...Steamboat

2009-11-23T03:40:00.000-08:00

Hurray...steamboat here we come!!One sat, JJ brought me to eat steamboat at kota damansara in a chilly day...we ordered one plate of small fried meehoon and 2pax steamboat....

It was really really full!!!But really have fun eating steamboat with JJ...really funny!Thanks so much for bringing me to this place and make me happy...love you so much!!!muacks

the tasty egg

Yummy!!

The seafood is huge n delicious but the mee hoon is quite salty...not that nice..

wow....so much for us!!

Lovely bear bear

2009-11-14T18:05:00.000-08:00

Is my lovely bear bear gathering time..This time, they have a new fren...the little adorable pinky piggy...hehe...I bought it from SW...but it's actually for my colleague who graduated on last few weeks before...

The piggy is too cute that i feel like keeping it for myself...hehe...but i didnt do it!!Finally i gave it to my colleague..wuwu..However, i felt glad that she loves it very much..hehe

Hello...i'm pinky piggy!!

Nicky loves piggy very much too...hug so tightly...so cute....^_^

Nicky: Piggy, dont move...dont move!!

Ting Ting: Wow..so comfortable....hehe...

The Third week of my new job

2009-11-12T03:27:00.000-08:00

I have been for 3 weeks in my new office...Alr adapted to the environemtn, people and wor..nth much to worry cause it is a routine work...

Recall back wat had happened during these 3 weeks...let's have a short reveiw:

1st week
My first day of job was terrible because I was not enough sleep the night before..My eyes lids were too heavy and fatigue...it made me feel extremely sleepy and drowsy...luckily i managed to stand my tiredness and finished my work on time...I'm a good worker cause everyday i go home on time...kaka...always keep in mind for "to be continue" attitude and left office on time...

All my colleagues are nice and friendly especially the guy sitting besides me..He is the most talkative n funny people in the department. He likes to kacau everyone..making fool around, saying nonsense...he gave a lot of laughter to everyone..Luckily he is here to make our department more lively...

This week is busy with some of the HR briefing...time passed very fast...yeah!!

2nd week
Getting familiar with my job but will feel shy and timid to start making call especially to China..feel weird that i dont dare to talk to China person...they are just simply unfriendly..My team leader gave us some personal training...

I could perform better when in a small room but when back to my own desk...i feel nervous.. maybe no privacy...hehe..

3rd week
This week, one of my new colleague is going to leave us for another job...wishing her all the best.. Getting even more familiar with my job and had tried to call many country, for instance, U.A.E, mongolia, Germany, France,etc...i love exploring to new country...feeling like a cross country communication...everyone is linked together...the world is getting smaller with a few digits dial..hehe..

Bad luck finally locked on my dorr...I applied for half day mc for today due to my long lost fren- headache..it was caused by lack of sleep...wuwu...my job is not that busy but maybe i need to be busy only feel energetic...weird~~~...

Keep going!!!muacks

My new job

2009-11-11T04:57:00.000-08:00

After the one week training...i finally got a new job...I work as a marketing research executive in M.E located in K.L..

Initially, thr are 6 candidates including me..but after the first day..one of the candidate has dropped off and left 5 of us...the one week training covers mainly everything about my job..

On the first day, everyone of us has to give a brief introduction. My director briefly briefted us the company background...he is funny!!!Later on, the marketing manager briefted on all the event that carried out from the company...she explained very details and precise...quie impressive!!!

During lunch time, my director treat all of the trainees for lunch...wow...so nice..we ate at Pavilion-Old Town White Coffee..it was really a golden opportunity to have lunch with him... hehe

On the second day, the director pointed me to take over the floor and explained to him my understanding about my role in this job.....~~~~~~~so nervous....

Later on, my team leader took over the session and gave an event and gave us practice in doing research...

On the third day, one of the senior trained us in phone research...Firstly, he teached us on writing our script and also teached us how to deal with difficult situation...Later on, we have a role play. In the afternoon, we practiced our phone research on the phone with marketing research staff...Finally, it's time for us to go for the real one...

Each of us take turn and pass the phone around, we need to use loud speaker to do our phone research so that others can practice their listening skills as well...It was quite nervous to use loud speaker that everyone can hear how the conversation goes like...ish~~~

Luckily, I manage to get some verification from them...Good Job!!

On the fourth day, we need to practice on the dataase and familarise it...but it was tough...many times have to rmb...

Finally, it came to the last day of the training and early in the morning we have a so called "Review" instead of "Test" to understand how much we have picked up from the 4days training..
I'm glad that all the 12 questions are quite simply..Later on, all the key trainers allocated us into different market. I am incharged in LSE-Large Scale Event..meaning to say my target audiences are very broad and I can get in touch with everyone from all over the world...

After that, they brought us to our "secret" workplace...I indicated it as "secret" because they didnt show us our workplace during the training period but only for today..

The workplace is quite pack actually...thr are 4 role of ppl sitting back to back from each line for all the researcher and another special roll at the corner for the marketing executives...thr are no own cubicle for everyone...meaning to say everyone is sitting side by side...

I was quite unfamiliar with the workplace but no choice have to adapt to it...I was sitting between Terry-the most noisy ppl in the dept and Roziah-our admin staff in the dept...both of them all quite friendly and helpful...

Welcome my new job...Go go fighting!!!

My last day in SC

2009-10-30T17:13:00.000-07:00

Finally, the day has come....the day that i have been anticipated for 3 months...It's time for me to leave S.C..

Early in the morning, I reached office and pack my stuff...busy taking pic with some of the students and colleagues and busy teaching and handling my task to the new girl...

She makes me crazy again...sugar!!!!Many things happened on that day....the problem maker is too free to dig the hole again...

Gila~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Speechless~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Dumb~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What have happened on that day???I will keep it for myself...dont want to mention in my blog..
blea!!hehe

Me+Pauline+MeiTing+Apple+Ejaan

Ejeen+ Apple+Me

Wu Fei Fei + me

My best colleague-Apple + me

Mom + me in my room

Me in my desk...hehe

Dida-a nice guy from TianJin + me

XinJiang student-Abudu + me

Kenise-the ppl that i will call for everyday..haha...thanks for teaching me + me

Goodbye S.C

2009-10-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

4months of nightmare have just passed and i'm finally get rid and release from it...

Cheer, for a new life to begin!

I felt a big stone lifted off my shoulder and I'm glad that all the bad experiences during the past 4 months have leave behind and become history.

Looking back into what happen during this period....I could just recall back for all those bad experiences of torturing and threatening...really have a bad times..Tonnes of tears and anger have been filled up in me..

Frankly speaking, I have gained some valuable experiences from the person I have met..how to deal with students, agent, email writing, etc...The only sweet memory is with the all the students and close colleagues...

The best memory in S.C was during the time with 2 of my colleagues. 3 of us will chit-chatting for nonsense...listening music, watching video in the room...really really have a great times with them...they taught me so many things...miss you guys...

Finally, I want to say Goodbye to S.C....never come back to me...and welcome my new life...muacks!!!

My interview journey

2009-10-15T20:20:00.000-07:00

My journey of interview has just get started!!!

I have applied for few jobs in jobstreet and finally one of the company called me for an interview. Happy!!

On 8/10/09, I was in the bank for opening acc with a student and I received a call from the company to make a phone interview with me....I quickly rush back to my office after finishing everything and quickly browse through their website and the job scope of the job that i have applied....waiting for the call from them again...they called me sharp at 3.30pm as promised by me...

The girl asked me a few questions and ask me to wait for another call for the further interview if im the shortlisted candidates....

On 12/10/09, she called me again to schedule an interview with me on wed 14/10/2009, 3pm... feeling excited and nervous...

I took half day leave on that day and my dad send me to interview at noon...I felt that it was an exam in UNI...

When i stepped into the office, I saw many ppl busy calling on the phone...many people walking in and out from the office...they looks busy..hehe...

I was requested to fill up an application form and I FORGOT to bring a pen along AGAIN!!! Dumb...luckily i borrow it from the receptionist...

I have a quite long interview session with the lady cause i have many questions to ask her..hehe..

I was given a test on my Chinese language proficiency...she need me to translate the designation from eng to mandarin...later on she gave me a spelling test and knowledge test on some of the company name....i was totally failed in the finally test i guess...cause i have never heard before most of the company....the questions she asked me was out of my expectation...she didnt ask me any of the general questions at all...maybe she is quite smart that she know that everyone will only prepare for frequently asked questions...hehe...i just simply tembak la...hehe...

She briefted me on the job scope for this pose. I like the company because it's an international company that have many branches in all over the world...impressive!! According to her, thr will be one week off during Christmas!!! hehe...

After the interview, i have to wait for 2nd interview if im the shortlisted candidate...if i passed the 2nd interview, there will be a 4days training...after the training, i need to sit for an exam..if i passed the exam only they will hire me....wah....long procedure!!

On 15/10/09, surprisingly!! I got a call from the company again for second interview. I felt great to receive that call..we have schedule the interview for the following monday at 12pm...

On 19/10/09, I have an interview with the regional marketing director..My first impression on him was he looks like my cousin from the hairstyle, the body language, voice, english proficiency....he is just exactly same with my cousin...it was the longest interview that i ever have in life...I felt pretty confident with this interview...dono y but maybe i kept telling myself to be calm , steady n confident and finally i manage to make it...

After the interview, as usual i need to wait for confirmation...after a few days they called me again to confirm me again as the shortlisted candidate and i need to undergo a 4days training with them and they will only decide whether hiring me or not based on the 5th day examination..

Hopefully, everything is fine...

It's crazy friday...

2009-10-09T17:14:00.000-07:00

It's friday again...yoyoyo...what the best thing to do in office??? let's rock it!! Me n my colleague pakat to wear dress on yesterday to snap photos in my room...

We have lunch in secret recipe to celebrate apple's brithday...a lof of laughter and fun on that day....

Yichibang sushi

2009-10-06T06:40:00.000-07:00

It was my very first visit to this grand pavilion on one of the sat with my 2 sis after our facial appointment..Feeling excited to have outing to a new place...hehe

The mall was really huge and high class and fully occupied by all branded shop and unique restaurant..most of them i have never heard before...hehe...it was a great experiences and explosure...hehe..yeah!!!

A gleeful day!!

exquisite miniature..im hungry now!!

Yeah..it's delicious

The is suck..i dont like that...yer~~~

温室的小花

2009-10-03T21:04:00.000-07:00

"温室的小花"

一年四季居住在室内

被人呵护,宠爱

没有日晒雨淋,也不会被风吹雨打

被人一种高高在上的感觉

用的,穿的都不可马虎

受人喜爱

生命高贵,生命力却是非常脆弱

"路边的小草

一年四季住在野外

没有人照顾

被日晒雨淋,常被风吹雨打

被人看不起

用的,穿的都很随便

不被人喜爱

生命低等,生命力却非凡

啊...路边的小草遇上了温室的小花!!

小花终于踏上了温室外的漫长旅途.一路上小花都战战兢兢,对室外的世界感到陌生与好奇.百般不解...

遇到挫折,伤心,无奈与不知所措...只会拉拉小草的手,留在它那安全的依靠.小草的耐心,生命力,坚强力是永远那么的无人能比...无论遇到什么困难都会自己用双手一一的闯关....

小草不被身边的美丽花朵喜爱,因为它们觉得小草太不起眼,没有话题...可是小草确实那么的懂事, 不被身边的花草树木给影响,努力的奋斗自己的人生...因为它相信只有真正了解它的小草才会了解它的一切...

有了小草的依靠,小花再也不会感到害怕,因为小草都会守护着小花一生一世...

小草...我爱你!!!

今年的中秋不一样

2009-10-03T18:34:00.000-07:00

中秋节又来了.今年我有两次不同的中秋节目.

中秋节当天,JJ请我的家人吃火锅. 全家乐融融,好开心.到了晚上,我们就开始玩灯笼了.哈哈

一个又一个五颜六色的灯笼把我家的庭院变成美丽缤纷的小公园.我们在灯笼的灯火下许愿,希望梦想成真.

邻居的小孩...太可爱了!!

希望每一年的中秋你都在我身边

我可爱的家人

我的妈妈

我的爸爸

好多灯笼

我的公司也有举办中秋晚会.第一次参加感到非常会议.大家一起提着灯笼围绕校园一圈,很搞笑可是却那么的开心.

四个同年龄的同事

好开心...

3rd primary gathering-12/09/2009

2009-09-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Wow..my 3rd primary gathering was a great success with the highest number of old classmates turned up as compared to both the previous gathering..

My form teacher miss wong was also with us to reminisce our primary sweet moment...

We are expecting more fren to come but some really couldnt make it for some reason but it was still a complacent one..

On that night, we have a succulent steamboat session at voon chun's house...we devoured the food into our hungry stomach once the lid is lifted on..haha...my stomach was growling non-stop...

After eating, we have a small chat with each other and one of my fren-Romeo even has an autograph session with her handsome look at the cover page of the monthly magazine-企业家..

All of us felt proud of him to has a great success in his career after 10years...

He was graduated with first class honours in Marketing by Nottingham Trent University UK and was crowned as the youngest AFAS accredited Fumigator in the world. He did his presentation at Singapore Pest Summit and he is an authorised trainer for Australia NEMESIS Termite Baiting System...and the list goes on!!!

Wow...such an impressive profile...He handed his magazine to all of us and we requested for signature and photograph....funny scene..

We also help him to promote his magazine in our group photo...

The gathering was over at around 11pm and everyone was happily and excitingly to plan for the next gathering...

Me and wei chen

Me n bee ling

Vinc, me, kechun n bee ling

Broga Trip-Outbac 05-06/09/09

2009-09-09T05:12:00.000-07:00

I have a wonderful Broga trip on last week with my colleagues. It was such a great time for me to pamper myself for a 2 days 1 night marvellous trip in Outbac camp.

25 of us gathered at Jln Barat early in the morning and travelled by our own car to Outbac camp which is located at the boderline between KL and Seremban. There were 6 cars in total and each of the car have a ribbon on the atenna for easy reference, such a funny and great idea.

The scenery was awesome..we can see the Broga Hill just right opposite from the football field..
the hill was beautiful with lush greenery covers it body...

There have numerous activities provided such as 6m height flying fox, rock climbing, kayak, bicycle riding, basketball court, football field, obstacle game , canopi walk, mountain trekking..

They uses shipping container as dormitory. Each containers can occupy 12 person with attached bathroom and toilet with the other container. The dormitory was surprisingly out of my expectation . The place is clean, neatly, and well furnitured with air-conditioner, double decker bed, hangers and windows.

The workers were mainly youngsters. They are extremely friendly and helpful. They provided us for simple but tasty dinner, supper, breakfast and lunch. And the most surprising and great thing to travel to Outbac was the most economical price with ~~~RM50~~~~ you can enjoy all the activities and food...wat a great place to travel...

Please choose Outbac as your holiday gateaway as it provides economic price and wonderful activities..

Mr Baljeet + Me + Ai Ting

Mom + Me under the marhroom shade

Eric + Me

Yeah..rock climber

I love rock climbing very much

Flying fox

Yeah..now I can fly

Lovely Outbac's staff

My bussy...little rabbit

Let's fly to the air

Group photo

funny pic with all the 6 cars as background

Yeah...we're at the top of the world

Broga...yeah!!!

My team members(left: Baljeet, Khin,Me,Lim Teck Leong, esther's bf, esther)

2nd primary gathering-04/09/2009

2009-09-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

I have a great time meeting up with my old buddies at Jaya One's old town white coffee. That day, only 6ppl turned up and they have second round yam cha session with sze ping after I left...

It was my first time to meet up with lai kwan, wen wei lun, tan voon chun after our graduation.
Everyone seems to be the same..our fren-voon chun brought along his wife and showed us his wedding photos.

I brought our primary school photos to share with them. Everyone was trying hard to recall back our sweet moment at primary.

This was our last gathering with wern nee before she goes back to England..We will meet few years later...probably she will bring along her kids for the gathering...hehe..

Our 3rd gathering is just around the corner...wishing for a bigger group to join us..yeah!

wern nee + me

me + Romeo + wern nee

funny pose

Group photo

two of us again

Bebbling's Dwelling

Marriage

Alone

I'm back

Sick

Update

伤心 + 茫然

Merry Christmas 2010

Company Annual Christmas Party 2010

The Lovely December

Sheer Joy

いちねん

My Saturday

Thumb Up-Singapore Changi Airport-Pizza Hut

Guide to a better life

わたし

Feeling

冠记-冠华自助餐宴

Yoga

~~Kuroi~~

12.41am

Relaxing

Examination

Flamming temper

Weekends

生活篇

Hypertension

~~~Love is in the air~~~

The Pepper Lunch Restaurant~Pavilion

~~Memories~~

Tsukaremashita

Nervous~~~

Relaxing Trip

The miracle "Paul"

Despicable Me

Nihon go Shiken

Happy Birthday

Shopping

Voice~less

Im sick

Primary Gathering Again!!!!!!!!!

Drama Addict

Japanese Class

Update

Bibi is back!!!!!!!!!

My Thought

BY2 成人禮

Dream come true

All Souls Day

Random Update

Happy Weekends

惜福

My Long Lost Friend

Movie Review

Status Update

My sweet and touching Valentine

CNY Day 8

My CNY Random Post

CNY Day 2

CNY Day one

Happy Tiger Year 2010

Food Poisoning

14 Blades Preview & Wu Zun's Gathering

Happy Birthday

Photo Sharing

Waiting

...........

L.O.V.E

Jess's farewell

T bowl restaurant

2010 resolutions

Shopaholic Day

Working again

Hello my 2010

Goodbye 2009

My 2009 Christmas

Feeling

~~Merry Christmas~~~

Waiting

Yummy Lunch

Kuroi

~Love is in the air~

Memories

Merry Christmas~